The ups and downs of life. I wish someone would have warned me. Right now I'm just trying to enjoy whats left of my summer in the midst of my sadness. I spend my days proofing and posting client galleries while trying to avoid the hurt i feel inside. But no one said this life would be easy. I am a reserved person when it comes to my feelings and friendship. I don't just let anyone in. And when I do, I still have a hard time putting my guard down. I guess thats because of experiences like these, when you never expect that the one person you trusted with your hopes and your fears would leave you in the cold. Wingless and broken. No warning, no apologies, nothing. But this too shall pass and I know things happen for a reason. I know that wrong choices can bring these types of outcomes. So I'm praying and hoping that I can make better choices in the future.