This is our christmas card for 2005. I finally got them sent out. They should be here by Monday of next week. Can't wait!!

Just trying some effects on PI. and see if i like my hair like this for my highschool reunion this weekend! lol. I can't wait to see them. I loved my highschool years, they were the best!!

Migraines, migraines, migraines....

Yep, that's what I've had all weekend and not to mention MONDAY's MIGraine!!!. LOL. It was one of the worst ones I've had, but I thank God that Rodney was with me in E.R. and that its just a migraine and nothing deeper (catscan came back fine). I also thank God for those two extra days of resting at home. I think we forget to refuel. Working on E, is not a good thing. I have to start taking care of myself by resting, eating better, and drinking lots of water. And it sucks to say, but spend less time on the PC. Ohhhhhhhh, that hurts my heart. LOL. I just need to make to have a schedule and not spend more time on one thing. I'm actually glad that I came back to work today. I kind of m.... nahhhhhhhhh!!. Thanks Lord, for letting me have a sane brain and loving family and friends who care. I want to thank everyone who called me in the last past 2 days, those that I spoke to and those that left messages. Thank YOU and God Bless.

I'm in much better spirits today that I was yesterday. I was sharing in my sisters pain. But I thank God that when I called her yesterday she was in good spirits. I just want to thank you Lord, that when we ask for your strength you give it to us, because without it we would not be able to function. And also continue to keep my Cmo in your save haven. As the song says, "You promised that you would put me back together better than I was before.

This past weekend has been an impacting one to me. I can honeslty say that God reveals himself to us through many avenues, we just have to be receptive to Him. My cousin Kanishia made a life changing decision this Sabbath. She decided to give her like back to God. Her baptism was so filled with emotion, love, hope, truth, and encouragement. She and Rodney also sang a selection that is an oldie, but goodie. LOL. "I Surrender All." And that is my daily prayer to God. I want to be able to surrender all and let go and let God. In these trying times, I honestly feel that the time we do have left should be firstly spent with getting closer to our Lord and Saviour and secondly spending it with our Family and Friends. I hope I can be a light to others.

Happy Birthday Dan!!!

Today is my big brothers birthday. Brother Numpsi. LOL I love that man. I thank God for giving him another year of life and for blessing our family with such an intelligent, handsome, caring, selfless being. My Brother!!

Married Life

What can I say, but that I Love it.
It is tough sharing the same space
and not being able to run from any problems
But I'm glad God has blessed us with communication that gets better daily.
I also thank God for a husband who cares and is conscious about asperations along with family and career goals.
Married..... I wouldn't have it no other way.

I really liked this one. Trying out my abstract thing.

I took these pictures of my boy Daryl today. I'm so excited about this photography thing. I'm praying that God blesses me to do something on the side that I love and enjoy. Daryl is also a photographer, I learned alot of techiniques from him. Not to mention I owe him big time for all the pictures he took of me in college.

Our New Place

I'm having so much fun decorating OUR new apartment (but our pockets are not, LOL). We've gotten most of our furniture, but the one room that's really close to being done is our bedroom. And no the picture is not from a magazine, lol. Its actually our bedroom, yeaaaaah baby!!

Thank You

I really want to thank my cousin and friend (Wendy Mota) for sharing this text with me.
I know it means a lot to her(we both know why) and I was blessed to have been able to incorporate it into my vow.

"Do not entreat me to leave you or turn from following you, for where you go, I will go, and where you live,I will live. Your people shall be my people, and yourGod shall be myGod.
Where you die,I will die.May theLord do on to me,
and only death do us part."
{Ruth 1: 16-17}

I's Married Now

It's been 3 weeks 5 hours and 21 minutes, since I said "I do."
It truly hits me when I hear someone say "Hello Mrs. McFadden," or "How's your husband."
It may sound wierd but it surely feels right. I thank God for the man he chose for me.
We're now settling into our new apartment and into our new lives as husband and wife. I truly want to be a blessing to others on what God's vision for a marriage should be.